Last week @ Ave starts now

I went almost absolutely "unintentionally" to the praise&worship adoration in the oratory tonight. I hate to say this but it struck me there really hard that my last week at Ave just started. I was waiting for this the entire year, through all the sufferings from homesickness and loneliness the thought of going home made me finish this year. And now, when only three more finals and a week separates me from the trip to New York City and than home from the JFK I need to realize that I will not be part of the AMU family next year, and not only next year but never again. (Well, I know I shouldn't say 'never', but as it is so far...God only knows.) And I guess I will miss you guys. I will do miss the safety of this institution and all the wonderful people I met, and the education system and all the support for my studies. I don't think I'll miss the cafeteria food and being in the middle-of-nowhere, but still... I felt really sad. And I thought of saying goodbyes and stuff and it made me even more sad. So I decided I will not say goodbye and I'm hoping it will make things easier.